Could we get a little summer over here? I'm not big on summer but a brief break from the rain would be nice, seen as it's July and all.

Could I please give back my Leeds ticket? It was real nice of my daddy to pay all that money so I could go sit in a wet field with people that don't like me. While the oppurtunity to see (take a deep breath) foo fighters the strokes muse ash weezer the white stripes the dandy warhols mercury rev electric soft parade vex red less than jake pulp black rebel motorcycle club fenix tx and many others all at once is very enticing, I just can't see myself enjoying the experiance. Maybe next year.

Could I grow up a little? It's really ever so pathetic to be jealous of friends' boyfriends...just because your friend talks about them quite a lot and seems to spend all their time with them until you have trouble remembering the last time they called you and as for the last time they actually wanted to do something with you...like I said, I really do want to grow up a little.

Maybe I should be wishing that I liked my boyfriend that much. Could I prefer being with him to being with my friend please? Can you make it so I want to do everything with him? I'll even put up with going insane while he's on holiday this week, if you can just make it so I don't miss her when he gets back.

Oh...who am I even talking to?

< - >

* the marks of memories forgotten
* wasting emotions, over again
* intentions, and such
* nothing unusual, nothing's changed - just a little older, that's all (damien rice : amie)
* now I understand! It doesn't make sense because it isn't supposed to