Two nights ago, sitting on the pavement outside my house, my ex-boyfriend said "You put yourself down a lot" and I said "Nah, only when I deserve it. I point out the obvious flaws before everyone does. I love myself really. I'd be my friend." (I meant "I'd kiss me..." but I didn't say it and he didn't do so there we go)Tonight I got all confidence crisis-y again, online, and I was told this. And I love the boy (who is not my ex-boyfriend) for it. ! says: there's no need to be worried about your looks because u r very attractive looking, especially for your age (not that 16 year old girls tend to be ugly, just a lot seem to look quite young, like i remember when u said hello at the KNS show @ roadhouse a few months back and u were with sum friends and it was like "whoa" coz u looked more mature - a lame phrase i know, but it cums to mind), and... ! says: ...your intelligence is very attractive. you're not sum dumb bimbo, u actually have an opinion on things and u can express those opinions very articulately
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* the marks of memories forgotten
* wasting emotions, over again
* intentions, and such
* nothing unusual, nothing's changed - just a little older, that's all (damien rice : amie)
* now I understand! It doesn't make sense because it isn't supposed to
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