mis-shapen chaos of a well-seeming form
2002-12-02
on musical incest and fabulous kids

Musical brother just proposed to me (I should explain, our musical tastes are match as closely as blood types in siblings, he is my brother through music not my brother who is musical. Although he is musical. But he's not my brother) and despite the fact that he was actually quoting Morrisey I considered accepting. Any offspring we produced would be simply fabulous, what with mummy's dress sense and writing ability (I rock, okay? My "style is a pleasure to read" and I "have talent". Next week I'll be back angsting over my uselessness with words and the fact I'll never amount to anything, so allow for this weeks arrogance) and daddy's musical taste and ambition and sense of humour. And with two of my favourite people, dirtygirl and drummerboy (don't worry, cast list coming soon), as godparents and a large Hacienda flat to grow up in how could they fail to be amazing?

Back in reality, where I'm at college wondering what to do with my life and not linking him to my diary because I'm scared he'll judge me by the many entries about manwhore (and the fact that I call him manwhore...), I said no.

PS go say a big hello to todd. because i said so!

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* the marks of memories forgotten
* wasting emotions, over again
* intentions, and such
* nothing unusual, nothing's changed - just a little older, that's all (damien rice : amie)
* now I understand! It doesn't make sense because it isn't supposed to

a not that ugly design
looking down
when ideas fail, words come in very handy
keep an eye on the present
look to the future
but don't forget the past
keep wishing
keep dreaming
keep those you love close
keep writing it all down
keep making new friends
and never forget who you are
or where you come from
all opinions appreciated
extras