mis-shapen chaos of a well-seeming form
2002-12-17
firstly, nextly, also-ly, and...

Firstly: Oh my, I am so proud of this girl. It may not seem like a big deal to you but...what do you know anyway?

Nextly: Some girl I know who's dating some boy I used to date just told me about the dress she bought for his school's christmas ball. Je suis fiendin' with jealousy. I should be going to tht ball. With manwhore (who attends the same school as previously mentioned exboyfriend. But probably isn't going to the ball. Because he doesn't have a girlfriend to talk him into it, duh).

Also-ly: This site is really quite amusing. The girlfriend of "dave" doesn't think so. Weeeeelllllll.....(I have some nasty things to say. So I'm just going to type them real quick, plaster stylee, so they won't hurt so much). Since she moved schools that girl has changed and we have thoroughly parted. I'd love to put this down to the fact that we're both busy with college and jobs so inevitably can't see each other much, but frankly, I don't think I could be any lower on her list of priorities. Partly because I'm not a boy-in-a-band, and partly because I've become friends with some of the boys-in-bands that she introduced me to. I don't think it was ever supposed to happen that way. I'm a little annoyed that she could never find the time to get in touch before, but now she's angry I have an abundance (well, a couple) of ranting messages. If the site actually was offensive to her boyfriend I would have had no part in it, but it's a joke (and a funny one at that). Go re-think your priorities, go re-find yourself.

And: I spent my whole Sunday compiling a godamn castlist, you will read it!

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* the marks of memories forgotten
* wasting emotions, over again
* intentions, and such
* nothing unusual, nothing's changed - just a little older, that's all (damien rice : amie)
* now I understand! It doesn't make sense because it isn't supposed to

a not that ugly design
looking down
when ideas fail, words come in very handy
keep an eye on the present
look to the future
but don't forget the past
keep wishing
keep dreaming
keep those you love close
keep writing it all down
keep making new friends
and never forget who you are
or where you come from
all opinions appreciated
extras