mis-shapen chaos of a well-seeming form
2001-07-17
Why dreams shouldnt come true

Isnt it strange, how getting what you want is never quite what you thought it would be? And how when its not as perfect as you imagined, you try to blame others.

Its like saying its not anyones' fault is admitting that you wasted all the time you spent wanting this thing.

But in reality its your fault. Because you wanted this thing so much that you created a false image in your head, a fake idea of how wonderful it was. And now you have it its nice, its good, but it doesnt live up to your image of it. Simply because it can't.

< - >


* the marks of memories forgotten
* wasting emotions, over again
* intentions, and such
* nothing unusual, nothing's changed - just a little older, that's all (damien rice : amie)
* now I understand! It doesn't make sense because it isn't supposed to

a not that ugly design
looking down
when ideas fail, words come in very handy
keep an eye on the present
look to the future
but don't forget the past
keep wishing
keep dreaming
keep those you love close
keep writing it all down
keep making new friends
and never forget who you are
or where you come from
all opinions appreciated
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